You left me with no room for regrets.
Have you ever loved somebody so much that you can barely breathe?

I guess im suffering from postms.
Everything looks so gloomy.
Loss in appetite, headaches, backaches, depression etc.
Looking at my work and bank acc, I feel stressed.
Sighh. I really hope Snowy is not pregnant.
And im missing alot of people ):
weien, jiayi, xianghui, sushan, heidy etc.
weien is busy, as usual.
jiayi is outfield.
xhui is confined in bmt.
sushan is working.
heidy is going back to aust.
As much as I miss these people, Im too busy and lazy to go out.
Just came back from f4.
F3 is a real mystery and i've been trying to catch up till 3am last night.
My lecturer always praises the inventor of dr and cr as a remarkably intelligent person but why do I feel that he is a remarkable burden?
My voice is drowned by a million china chinese in my school.
I bet you will feel claustrophobic and extreme aches in the head if you are trapped in a lift that has all the china people in the world talking loudly in their native language.
GAWDDDDD!! Im suffering from xenophobia.
WHEN IS THIS GONNA EVER STOP?!?
the schoolmates, the neighbours, the commuters, the etc.
Is it wrong for us, as singaporeans to unwelcome foreigners?

Did life turn better for me ever since I started on ACCA?
Im not exactly sure. For all I know, Im actually occupied with things to study for.
I've no friends there, most of them are chinese nationals, if not older people.
Everyone sits alone and there's no interaction.
I want friends!! To teach me and to study with me. &most of all, to walk with me through this course.
There're only 3 things for me to do right now : study, meet weien and l4d2.
Sighh, guess Im really addicted to playing l4d2. ha.
Im really in a financial crisis now. Need to save more!!
Next in line of my endless worries is the application to uni.
What should be in my first choice?
Mathematical science (sth that I really want but was rejected last year)
OR FASS(sth that I have more chances to get into, but not exactly what I want)
Sighh, can someone help me out?
I feel that Im all alone in this. ):
I like ACCA, but I don't have any friends to help me cope (&I must admit, I feel lonely, &insecure, ie.is the the right path i should take?)
But if I were to get a course not of my choice in uni(engineering or FASS), will I quit school because I honestly have no interest in them?
):