Never thought that i could not live without anyone.
Ever since you went to Laos, I start to think otherwise.
Im counting down the days till i see your face again.
School is getting tough, but Im lucky to have Sami as my lecturer.
He has a machine gun for a mouth though.
My life is getting bland, but I like it.
It made me appreciative of everything I have.
&I must be blessed to have you.

Wow looks like someone is rather jealous over the assurance as mentioned in the previous entry.
To you:
I know Im not as smart as you think you are, and not as hardworking as you, I deserve every chance I've got and Im happy that Im here now. There's no need to be so competitive. Im already in a different school as you, so just get over it. You seriously need to get a life. One that has enjoyment &fun and one that you can forgive yourself for not attaining everything in the world.
PS If that was out of jealousy, you've got more to be jealous of.  &If that was a personal attack, I've more comeback on you. &If that was because there is a delirious bug inside you, twitching, really couldn't understand the question posted, you need a shrink.